So not many here know what's been going on or why I've been absent as of late and I thought I'd post. Before I continue on with the why I would like to say I appreciate LP's policy on RL > FFXI. It means a lot to me and DR.
Without going too much into detail...Darkrelm and myself have been trying for a baby. We found out a couple weeks ago that us having a baby might not happen and if it does it involves medical help. I've been dealing with the news and emotions that come with this. I have a Doctor's appointment regarding this tomorrow (Tuesday 04/20/2010). His work schedule has been weird and so we haven't been on much for events. I'm trying not to be depressed or upset or angry with things and find myself not caring about my job exp buffers and such. I'm going to do my best to try and get back into the FFXI swing of things next week, but I'd appreciate the understanding that I'm having to come to terms with something I've wanted for a while. If you believe in prayers keep me in them, if not then just wishes my spirit bounces back from this would be nice. I'd like to say thanks for being the LS that actually cares about the people behind the character. I hope to be back soon and to end this sadness that has taken over my life the last two weeks. I'll be back in game sometime next week as this week is spent with medical appointments and IRL stuff. Love to all in LP!